Yes, that's right i am still alive although sometimes late at night it really doesn't feel like that. . I don't really know why my life has become so unbreably hectic in the last couple of weeks, i look back and all i think is : what have i actually done? Anyway it seems like a lot at the time.

But, enough abotu my life..what about devart you cry! I have been a little more lax than i should be about checking my messages and i'm sorry. However, you will agree that it is slightly daunting not checking your devs for a couple of days, logging on and finding around 1200 devs waiting for your. Ouch. Anyway, sorted through them and again other confession, on some pieces i did fave and fun but i tried to make it less that 1/4. But if you are one of those people i am sorry.

In terms of me doing stuff, i don't see myself submiting work anytime soon. Apart from the fact that i have absolutely no time, i have little inspiration (migranes and work are getting in the way ) but mainly because i have new exciting laptop that i haven't had a chance to install photoshop on yet. .

Weekly features are out, future stars are having to wait but this weekend they will be back! Also, this coming monday will see the launch of the shoutboard deviant project which i am very excited about. I want to thank everyone who has suggested someone for this, i have at least 10 suggestions and some really great deviants so watch this space.

Glancing at my front page i have noticed that i'm heading steadily towards 50K. How time flies, 3 years on here seems so short a time. I haven't quite decided what to do abotu it but i think that there will be a prize for the person who catches a screenshot and sends it to me first. Perhaps a sub? I'll think about it.

In other news i am obsessed with the a new american show called Glee. It's currently showing on Channel 4 in the UK and it is the sole reason why i am still sane, coping and vaguely able to communicate. It makes me feel happy. I only have time to watch it late at night on my own on my new laptop but at the moment it's the best part of my day.

Much love,

Behana.

That's right. You may have read the below section on my new project but after some thought i wanted it to have it's own journal.
I want to start a monthly feature based on the Deviousness award.
Every month i'll feature a different deviant in the shoutboard, custom box, monthly article and Shoutboard-deviant club (under approval).
Anyone can be featured and for any reason.
So, this is where you come in.
Please get involved in any way you can but some ideas are:
1.) Promoting the project
2.) Suggesting a deviant

If you think of something else note me!

Hope you all choose to help!

Much love,

Behana.

Just a small sample of my recent faves. Go and take a full view look at their awesomeness!